Smut For Sinners

Kinks: MxM, edging, BDSM. No super hard triggers

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Brendan hated this part, waking up in the middle of the night with his cock rock hard, already leaking. Ivan was fast asleep, unaware of his predicament. He walked into the bathroom and washed his face. His cock greeted him, as he was always required to be naked in the house. He turned the water cold and sprinkled some cold drops on it, not allowed to touch it without Ivan’s express permission. And yet he needed it, needed something, needed anything.

He took his cock into his hand, letting a breath loose as it jumped. He stroked, firm and slow, his precome already wetting his hand, his wrist turning as he stroked himself, his thumb running over the sensitive head. It was wrong, going against Ivan, and yet it felt so incredibly amazing, just being edged, just for a minute.

The edge came hard and fast, crashing over him, and he yanked his hand off, gripping on the sink tight as his cock bounced and his whole body clenched and release spastically, almost causing him to fall. Meanwhile, he used his many trainings on being quiet in the throws of pleasure- and torture- to stay quiet now too.

But, when he came back down, he knew he couldn’t do it.

He walked back into bed and gently kissed Ivan awake, the way he kissed him awake every morning, him never needing an alarm. Ivan deserved to wake up in peace and tranquility, not an hour before his vibrating alarm to his whole body, centered around his cock, aching. But Brendan needed his boyfriend now.

“Hello gorgeous,” Ivan groaned, kissing him back. “It feels early.”

“It is early,” Brendan whispered. “Middle of the night, actually.”

Ivan shot awake. “What? Why? Everything okay?”

“I– I touched myself,” Brendan stuttered.

“Oh,” Ivan said, settling back down only slightly less sleepily than before. “How was the orgasm? Without me?”

“I didn’t come. Just edged.”

“Interesting,” Ivan said, grinning and threading a hand through his hair. “So, you need more edging, hmm? You’re that desperate for it you can’t wait for me? But still no coming? You must not need coming that bad if you didn’t do it. It’s a pity, I was thinking Saturday, but now we’ll push it back… A while. A month, at least, maybe more. And it sounds like you need edging even when I’m not here, right? You have today off. Let me see what I can get set up, if that’s what you need so desperately.” Ivan stood up. Brendan sat up to join him. “No, stay, rest. You’ll need it.”

Brendan knew he wouldn’t get to sleep, but curled up on Ivan’s side, letting himself breathe his scent while forcing himself not to hump the blanket that seemed to wrap around his cock.